[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T0TAL: 3


[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T0TAL: 8


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
T0TAL: 10


[x] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T0TAL: 12


[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
TOTAL: 19


Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

Nah... just because this survey says so doesn't mean it's true. I'm happy. ;D

I have IELTS test tomorrow. Wish me luck.

My dad's obsessed with my weight loss diet and is driving me crazy with his "tips & tricks".

I drank a bottle of vodka cooler earlier today and it was sooo good, but I don't have enough money to buy more. It's almost that time of the month and I'm getting stressed out here - wanting to cry for no reason at all and everything - and I really need to smile. I get happy and giggly when I'm tipsy/drunk.

And... I'm having writer's block. I just can't write anything good! Every time I get inspired, I just can't put it in words.

I think I just need a vacation.

Things have been turning out quite well for me in the past two days and I'm scared that I'd fall down again. Flat on my face this time. But I guess I'll have faith in God... He wouldn't let me down, would he?

Okay, first of all, I just want to apologize to all of my friends, anyone who's been my best friend and/or still is my best friend, especially ~katshaaaa, ~jazzysuika, ~catrix-reload, and ~PetPanda. I realized that I've been taking you guys for granted and that I've been a total asshole for the past few months. I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have let myself gone that far. I promise it won't happen again. I want us to stay friends forever. You guys are some of the best friends I've ever had and I was stupid to treat you guys that way. I hope we're cool again...

Second, I totally need a change of scenery so I think I'm going to Bandung in a few weeks' time. Just for the weekend, I don't think I can manage to spend so much time there, but I really wanna spend time with my friends who are now attending college there. So, ~jazzysuika, ~catrix-reload, ~iyugii, and ~Telosse, when are you guys gonna be having your UTS, so I can come at the right time and not bother you guys when you should be studying?

Third... I think I have a new love interest. See, I have this online best friend since I was in 8th grade, let's just call him JM. He's a really nice guy, and I used to lie to him but he actually forgave me and after I came clean we were still friends. We haven't been talking for some time, but a few weeks ago we started talking again, and I talked to him again last night... and I realized something:
I've kinda been having a crush on him.
It's crazy, I know, since I just broke up with my ex on Friday. But... I dunno... I mean, we've been really good friends, and he hasn't been into relationships lately. He said so himself. I think it'll just ruin our friendship if I suddenly tell him that I have a crush on him. What do you guys think?

I'm so happy now. I love my life, and I love you guys.
Have a nice week, everyone!
I'm gonna go to sleep because I think I'm coming down with a cold... let's hope that it's not true.

Good News: I got like Rp600.000 from selling books, I aced my Deutsch-Start 1 test, and I'm practically best friends with this cute new guy in my class.

Bad News: I broke up with my boyfriend. Well... I didn't exactly dump him, we just decided to break up for now because apparently there's no place in his life for both his mom and me...

He promised that after he finished with school he's going to follow me to either Germany or Canada and we're gonna live happily ever after. LOL

But it's goodbye for now.

He came over today. We cried together, kissed, and hugged each other for what seemed like forever... but even forever had an end. He went home in a white taxi cab and I was left to cry all alone. My eyes are so sore from crying so much... I really need a hug right now.

Oh, another good news is, he's letting me date other guys until he can officially be mine.

He's my soul mate. I believe we're meant to be... and I believe we're gonna be together again in the end.

I'll be happy, eventually, but for now I can't stop crying and I really need a hug...

I'm saving up for a lot of things and I'm currently broke... so I guess I have to say goodbye to my old books (that I don't read anymore), and also some other stuff, like CDs and my old stamps collection. Oh, and also, if anyone needs tutoring on Math (grade 1-11 Social/Arts), English, German (basic/A1), sociology, and/or geography (grade 7-11) please contact me. Price is negotiable, but if you don't live in Bintaro/Pondok Indah/Lebak Bulus, you have to pay the transportation fee.

Novels (Import - NEW)
Forest Of The Pygmies by Isabel Allende (Rp50.000 - not negotiable)

Novels (Import - USED)
The Unicorn Club Series by Francine Pascal (@Rp5.000, 5% discount if you buy the whole series)
The Best Friend Game, Maria's Movie Comeback, Angels Keep Out, Ellen's Family Secret, Too Cool For The Unicorns, Who Will Be Miss Unicorn?, Mandy In The Middle, Unicorns In Love, Save The Unicorns!, Five Girls And A Baby, Lila On The Loose
Sweet Valley Jr. High Series by Francine Pascal (@Rp10.000, 10% discount if you buy the whole series)
I'm So Outta Here, Too Many Good-Byes, Clueless, Got A Problem?, Dance Fever, Three Days,Two Nights, Third Wheel, Too Popular,
Sweet Valley High Series by Francine Pascal (@Rp10.000)
Head Over Heels, Don't Go Home With John, Left At The Altar, Fashion Victim, The Evil Twin, Cover Girls, Twin Hearts
Sweet Valley Twins Series by Francine Pascal (@Rp10.000)
The Year Without Christmas, BIG For Christmas, The Twins Take Paris
Breaking The Rules by Sandra Glover (Rp10.000)
The Nancy Drew Notebooks: The Lighthouse Mystery (Rp5.000)
The Nancy Drew Notebooks: Space Case (Rp5.000)
Lizzie McGuire Series (@Rp10.000)
Lizzie <3 Ethan, Freaked Out, Lizzie For President, Mirror,Mirror, Best Dressed, Just Like Lizzie, On The Job, Head Over Heels
Kim Possible Series (@Rp10.000)
Attack Of The Killer Bebes, Camp Wannaweep, Monkey Business, Royal Pain, Bueno Nacho, The New Ron, Downhill, Killigan's Island
Angel Series (@Rp15.000, 10% discount if you buy the whole series)
Not Forgotten, Avatar, Vengeance, Close To The Ground, Shakedown, Soul Trade
The Lost Souls Of The Twilight by Anne Spencer Parry (Rp2.500)

Novels (Translated - USED)
Mr. Fox Yang Fantastis by Roald Dahl (Rp5.000)
Matilda by Roald Dahl (Rp7.500)
Blubber: Si Gembrot by Judy Blume (Rp6.000)
Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson: Angus, Thongs And Full-Frontal Snogging by Louise Rennison (TeenLit - Rp7.500)
Mates, Dates Series by Cathy Hopkins (TeenLit - @Rp10.000)
Princess Diaries Series by Meg Cabot (@Rp10.000)
Sickened by Julie Gregory (Rp20.000)
The Voices Of Demons by Lori Schiller & Amanda Bennet (REAL LIFE - Rp15.000)
Sybil by Flora Rheta Schreiber (REAL LIFE - Rp10.000)
Almost Lost by Anonymous (REAL LIFE - Rp10.000)
Mandy: Misteri Wangi Bunga Magnolia by Kathryn Reiss (Rp7.500)
A Mother's Gift: Karunia Yang Terindah by Britney & Lynne Spears (Rp7.500)
The Lost Girl by Caroline Roberts (REAL LIFE - Rp10.000)
Lizzie McGuire Series (@Rp6.000)
Lizzie Goes Wild, When Moms Attack!, Broken Hearts

Comics (Import - USED)
Teen Titans Showcase (Rp20.000)

Comics (Import - NEW)
Marvel Adventures: Hulk #8(Rp7.500)
Wolverine #60, #61, #65 (@Rp7.500)
Wolverine Origins #16, #20, #21 (@Rp7.500)
X-Men: First Class #8 (Rp7.500)

CDs
Hannah Montana Soundtrack 1 (Rp15.000)
Alvin & The Chipmunks Soundtrack (Rp15.000)

Stamps
(Check out the pictures in my gallery - it's still incomplete though, been having problems uploading photos Dx)

Miscellaneous
A3 Sketchbook (Rp6.000)
Steel Rulers 30 cm (x2 @Rp1.500)
Manchester United Keychain/Can Opener (Rp7.500)
Maxell Empty Cassettes 60 Minutes (x2 @Rp2.500)
Black leather PDA/Extrenal Hard-Drive Case (Rp5.000)
Eagle's Brown Henna (Rp20.000) - bought from Watson's, originally Rp49.000
The Body Shop Passion Fruit Body Butter 50ml (Rp6.000)
Lock&Lock Waterproof Case (Rp6.000)
The Body Shop Sugaring Hair Removal 250ml (Rp45.000) - bought from the Body Shop, originally Rp109.000

Notes:
- Except for the new imported novels, all prices are negotiable.
- 30% of all sales will be donated to charity
- I'm looking for the books "The Kite Runner" (both English and Indonesian version), Persepolis, and The Freedom Writers Diary, if anyone's up for a trade.
- This list is incomplete and will be updated when I have time. xP
- Please please please spread the word... I'm desperate here T___T